This is where my (admittedly personal) worldview runs into problems. I always come back to "How does this work, then." In my worldview, that which cannot be measured cannot be said to exist. So my issue is this. I understand that I do things that have an effect. But that is bound to naturalistic checks and balances. If I push a rock down a hill, the rock is no longer at the top of the hill, and there is no way for me to reverse that without a physical-world bound action.
What I have a problem with is the idea that, sans evidence supporting the fact, I struggle to see the "how" of that "karmic ledger." I know that the rock could roll over a nest of foxes, but I fail to see the "how" of that "coming back to me" or my karmic stream, even if I knew it was likely to roll over a nest of baby foxes. The only way I could conceive me rolling that rock over a nest of foxes having an influence on me, is if I suddenly have a plague of whatever those foxes natural food source was, because they are no longer there to hunt them. But what I cannot see, is, for example, the "how" of me having my car break down because I rolled a rock over a nest of baby foxes.
I can see how the parent's bad act could have the karmic effect of, say, a high dentist bill, and the roll-on effect of that parent, for example, now not having enough money to take care of their own teeth or paying the electricity bill. But anything beyond that, to me, is mystical, and loses me entirely. In other words, I can agree that there can be an effect on the parent's present life. But I reject the notion of rebirth and a karmic effect on that as I do not see rebirth as a Buddhist teaching, but an-after-the-fact add-on having it's source in Hinduism being pasted onto the Buddha's central teaching. Much like the use of prayer beads in Catholicism was pasted on from other religious traditions.
I see it as this: When eating a steak, I am both the eater, and the eaten. And the eaten is also the eater. I see myself as a merely yet another expression of the whole. I know that might be a bit Daoist, but then Zen is very Daoist in flavor. I also have a bit of a logical issue with sentience being the mark of distinction between what we should put to death and consume or not. To me, a more logical line of distinction would be Sapience. Also known as Sagacity (from sage) - meaning the ability to *contemplate* the self and the existence of self. The reason I make that distinction is because of the difference between volition and instinct. I think non-sapient animals can only act instinctively, and are irrevocably driven by pure instinct. For example, humans, and a very small set of animals such as Chimps, can become depressed and commit suicide as a result. That indicates sapience. Yet other animals, even if sentient, can only act according to the survival instinct and really have no choice otherwise. Even fighting to the death to defend a cub is just instinct driven.
I understand the why of Dogen and other teachers trying to get students to act nice. I think it is because not acting nice has a negative (butterfly) effect in the here and now - in this reality - but that is as far as it goes. By "You do you, I do me" I mean that eating meat is not "not acting nice." All is one. The cow is just an expression, this universe wanting to experience itself in a "cow-ey, I exist as I do to chew grass and possibly be chewed on" way. I exist in this form of expression in order to possibly chew on the cow, and as part of the cycle, eventually become what the cow chews on, in turn. I see no moral issue with this.
Gassho and thank you for taking your time to help me out here.
Jacques
ST
What I have a problem with is the idea that, sans evidence supporting the fact, I struggle to see the "how" of that "karmic ledger." I know that the rock could roll over a nest of foxes, but I fail to see the "how" of that "coming back to me" or my karmic stream, even if I knew it was likely to roll over a nest of baby foxes. The only way I could conceive me rolling that rock over a nest of foxes having an influence on me, is if I suddenly have a plague of whatever those foxes natural food source was, because they are no longer there to hunt them. But what I cannot see, is, for example, the "how" of me having my car break down because I rolled a rock over a nest of baby foxes.
I can see how the parent's bad act could have the karmic effect of, say, a high dentist bill, and the roll-on effect of that parent, for example, now not having enough money to take care of their own teeth or paying the electricity bill. But anything beyond that, to me, is mystical, and loses me entirely. In other words, I can agree that there can be an effect on the parent's present life. But I reject the notion of rebirth and a karmic effect on that as I do not see rebirth as a Buddhist teaching, but an-after-the-fact add-on having it's source in Hinduism being pasted onto the Buddha's central teaching. Much like the use of prayer beads in Catholicism was pasted on from other religious traditions.
I see it as this: When eating a steak, I am both the eater, and the eaten. And the eaten is also the eater. I see myself as a merely yet another expression of the whole. I know that might be a bit Daoist, but then Zen is very Daoist in flavor. I also have a bit of a logical issue with sentience being the mark of distinction between what we should put to death and consume or not. To me, a more logical line of distinction would be Sapience. Also known as Sagacity (from sage) - meaning the ability to *contemplate* the self and the existence of self. The reason I make that distinction is because of the difference between volition and instinct. I think non-sapient animals can only act instinctively, and are irrevocably driven by pure instinct. For example, humans, and a very small set of animals such as Chimps, can become depressed and commit suicide as a result. That indicates sapience. Yet other animals, even if sentient, can only act according to the survival instinct and really have no choice otherwise. Even fighting to the death to defend a cub is just instinct driven.
I understand the why of Dogen and other teachers trying to get students to act nice. I think it is because not acting nice has a negative (butterfly) effect in the here and now - in this reality - but that is as far as it goes. By "You do you, I do me" I mean that eating meat is not "not acting nice." All is one. The cow is just an expression, this universe wanting to experience itself in a "cow-ey, I exist as I do to chew grass and possibly be chewed on" way. I exist in this form of expression in order to possibly chew on the cow, and as part of the cycle, eventually become what the cow chews on, in turn. I see no moral issue with this.
Gassho and thank you for taking your time to help me out here.
Jacques
ST
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