For thirty years I have thought of sobriety as like children's Chinese finger cuffs sold at carnivals, the acceptance and release. So, you see I was surprised to hear, see written this little metaphor that guided me 30 years and 6 months as I emerged the drunken sot that I was, am, and could be again what for the 12 steps that saved my life as I found the insanity of drink, reaching out for that Higher Power which I did then, and do now call God, the essence of the Universe, sand under feet, I am but sand, or nothing in the Universe so wide I cannot see, so isn't that what the Buddha did find, as did Jesus who called out on his suffering, My Father, why hast Thou forsaken me. You see, pain is the touchstone of life, bringing more life which I love in my beautiful silver-haired wife who fills my pill keeper each week. You see, I am 66, and there are some promises I must keep, some soundness of mind which does not embrace death, which asks for the life and birth of Enlightenment and Salvation the Buddha called Compassion for others, and Jesus called love thy neighbor as thyself, and that Providence has brought to each of that responsibility not just looking into the infinite, which is good true and beautiful, to quote John Keats who found this at age 22, but to give back Love, and this is what I believe.
Tai Shi
sat today'lah
Gassho
Tai Shi
sat today'lah
Gassho
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