Hi everybody!
In the last 7-8 months in which I sat Zazen/Shikantaza, I always had big trouble sitting longer than 10-15 minutes. In the beginning, I didn't know how to sit properly. Then I couldn't shut my mind off and I felt like I had to jump and just do something.
Not really happy about this situation, I noticed something a few weeks/months ago. When I listen to music less, my mind is less "bouncy". I tended to listen to music very much. So I tried to not listen to music a few hours before I would sit down on the cushion. It helped me immensely, since one week I sit again and I've always hit the 15 minutes mark. I know that there is nothing to achieve here although it very much sounds like it, but I'm just glad I discovered one of my less wholesome habits. Someone once said that music is kinda like idle chatter, I even think someone from here wrote it.
If some of you may have troubles, then maybe try to cut down your music input. This thread was created because I'd like to share this with you and maybe someone has a similar habit which is harmful.
Gassho, Max
#sattoday
In the last 7-8 months in which I sat Zazen/Shikantaza, I always had big trouble sitting longer than 10-15 minutes. In the beginning, I didn't know how to sit properly. Then I couldn't shut my mind off and I felt like I had to jump and just do something.
Not really happy about this situation, I noticed something a few weeks/months ago. When I listen to music less, my mind is less "bouncy". I tended to listen to music very much. So I tried to not listen to music a few hours before I would sit down on the cushion. It helped me immensely, since one week I sit again and I've always hit the 15 minutes mark. I know that there is nothing to achieve here although it very much sounds like it, but I'm just glad I discovered one of my less wholesome habits. Someone once said that music is kinda like idle chatter, I even think someone from here wrote it.
If some of you may have troubles, then maybe try to cut down your music input. This thread was created because I'd like to share this with you and maybe someone has a similar habit which is harmful.
Gassho, Max
#sattoday
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