I have realised I am avoiding opportunities to sit 'live' (hangouts, zazenkai if I'm awake etc) because I'm worried I won't get through the entire session. Kinda like avoiding trying to jog round the block until you're confident you could run a 10k *facepalm*
I often have to stretch out or swap my legs around after 15 minutes and I'm worried that'll put other people off. I will save you the bother of pointing out that a) other people have plenty of stuff putting them off and my legs can just join the queue and b) it probably isn't that distracting anyway.
Somehow I feel that once I have posted this the fear of wriggling will evaporate and I will be able to click that 'join hangout' button...
*suspense*
Gassho,
sat today, distracted only the cat
I often have to stretch out or swap my legs around after 15 minutes and I'm worried that'll put other people off. I will save you the bother of pointing out that a) other people have plenty of stuff putting them off and my legs can just join the queue and b) it probably isn't that distracting anyway.
Somehow I feel that once I have posted this the fear of wriggling will evaporate and I will be able to click that 'join hangout' button...
*suspense*
Gassho,
sat today, distracted only the cat
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