Hi,
okay, so after being very protective for weeks to keep this weekend available so I could sit live... of course, of course, I will now be working and traveling Saturday. A moment of "nooooooo!" followed by the voice of Jundo, and all of you, in my head... telling me it's ok, in fact it's better than ok. I'll be visiting 3 elderly & disabled people in a remote village who need help. I had to laugh at myself when I saw that my very first reaction was, "oh no, maybe I can delay seeing these people and sit my retreat." Haaa! Selfishness, desire, and ego are boundless! Thanks to you dear Sangha I saw right through that silliness. A good lesson! I am grateful.
So I may be able to start Saturday evening, or may have to put it off for another weekend, will see how it goes. Regardless, we will all be together within and without time, just as we always are. Happy Retreat to us all!
Gassho
Lisa
sat today
okay, so after being very protective for weeks to keep this weekend available so I could sit live... of course, of course, I will now be working and traveling Saturday. A moment of "nooooooo!" followed by the voice of Jundo, and all of you, in my head... telling me it's ok, in fact it's better than ok. I'll be visiting 3 elderly & disabled people in a remote village who need help. I had to laugh at myself when I saw that my very first reaction was, "oh no, maybe I can delay seeing these people and sit my retreat." Haaa! Selfishness, desire, and ego are boundless! Thanks to you dear Sangha I saw right through that silliness. A good lesson! I am grateful.
So I may be able to start Saturday evening, or may have to put it off for another weekend, will see how it goes. Regardless, we will all be together within and without time, just as we always are. Happy Retreat to us all!
Gassho
Lisa
sat today
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