How very beautiful all these posts are and so inspirational. Gassho to all.
I try to let go of moments like this but I am still "grasping" and holding onto to them because they feel so wonderful. A couple of days ago, I awoke to the "now" and walked outside and everything was in sharp focus, warm and crystal. I could see the small stones in the ground intermingling with the earth and the leaves stigmata opening to the sun, and I belonged to everything and walked with the lizards as I was one of them. Then as the day moved ahead and I began my daily chores, I found myself holding on to those moments of wonder and knew I had returned to my own delusions. I proceeded to clean out the kitty litter box and participated in the everyday things as much as I could without dwelling too much. And sat. Letting go of letting go.
Gassho
Ansan
SatToday
I try to let go of moments like this but I am still "grasping" and holding onto to them because they feel so wonderful. A couple of days ago, I awoke to the "now" and walked outside and everything was in sharp focus, warm and crystal. I could see the small stones in the ground intermingling with the earth and the leaves stigmata opening to the sun, and I belonged to everything and walked with the lizards as I was one of them. Then as the day moved ahead and I began my daily chores, I found myself holding on to those moments of wonder and knew I had returned to my own delusions. I proceeded to clean out the kitty litter box and participated in the everyday things as much as I could without dwelling too much. And sat. Letting go of letting go.
Gassho
Ansan
SatToday
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