I have chronic pain with new symptoms in my arthritis has moved up into my jaws and head from the spine and neck where it is already. The pain is so bad that I can't cry anymore. This morning I sat and counted my breath because I was comfortable doing my sitting that way. I can focus on the breath one second at a time because anything longer actually takes my breath away. This afternoon all I can do is sit in my easy chair and listen to meditation music. I can take a deep breath now and again. I have a doctor's visit in a little over three weeks. Mornings are okay but as the day goes on the pain mounts. So I truly am trying to exist one moment at a time. This kind of pain most people don't understand, as it is unrelenting. And the pain is doing pushups in,my head. I have severe and debilitating arthritis of the spine and the,worst of it is in my neck and head. I will defer to a greater good for relief.
ELGWYN
I sat today
Gassho
ELGWYN
I sat today
Gassho
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