Re: Dukkha and Shikantaza
Hello,
I really am enjoying the posts. Thank you Jundo for the post about suffering. I recently have found that since I have started doing zazen on a daily basis there seems to be my "self" screaming at me. Maybe its languishing, but sometimes it can be a pit paralyzing when one listens to the teachings and really is confronted by the actual putting them into use. It is very shocking how much resistance one runs up against in your own mind. Sometimes it seems that one can get trapped between desire to recreate a supposed time of joy or serenity and trying to force your thoughts or mind to let go. There is the rub I guess. Not forcing but simply letting them flow. Its amazing how sometimes its easier said then done.
Gassho,
Dave
Hello,
I really am enjoying the posts. Thank you Jundo for the post about suffering. I recently have found that since I have started doing zazen on a daily basis there seems to be my "self" screaming at me. Maybe its languishing, but sometimes it can be a pit paralyzing when one listens to the teachings and really is confronted by the actual putting them into use. It is very shocking how much resistance one runs up against in your own mind. Sometimes it seems that one can get trapped between desire to recreate a supposed time of joy or serenity and trying to force your thoughts or mind to let go. There is the rub I guess. Not forcing but simply letting them flow. Its amazing how sometimes its easier said then done.
Gassho,
Dave
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