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  • Washin
    Senior Priest-in-Training
    • Dec 2014
    • 3830

    #31
    Interesting, beautiful and impressive. Thank you for sharing, Kakunen

    Gassho
    Washin
    stlah
    Kaidō (皆道) Every Way
    Washin (和信) Harmony Trust
    ----
    I am a novice priest-in-training. Anything that I say must not be considered as teaching
    and should be taken with a 'grain of salt'.

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    • Mark-us
      Member
      • Apr 2021
      • 39

      #32
      Thank you for sharing. Your English is very good and the temple is beautiful.

      Gassho
      Markus
      SatToday

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      • Kakunen

        #33
        My mother at hospital almost die.

        Hi

        I was called from hospital at noon,lots of times.From Tokyo.

        I was at Sesshin,so I can not pick calls.

        Doctor said to me my mother was very big damaged at Brain,at this morning station.

        I said to head monk,and stop my roll,Zazen and chant leader and time keeper.

        I am at Fukui near temple and I ready to leave Tokyo(hospital)at midnight bus.

        She is at dangerous situation,separate from everything,no mind(意識がない)

        She have no family,only me and my son and my uncle?(おじさん)

        Uncle who is 76 years old but he is at Tohoku(work at place ,keep condition of earthquake at few days ago)

        L.....oooong story from my mother and me.

        I vert hurted and dameged by my mother and father.They do big violence to me,,,,

        But I need to go,stop leader position of this Tenryuji Sesshin,and waiting for midnight bus at Fukui.


        Sometimes we suffer big problem,I can remember what Jundo said to me,about his experience.

        And WW2 happend at 1940th,my grandfaher died(my father's father)at 1945 at Sea near Phillipine 36 years old,so old.and also grandfather (mother's father)suffer to do big villence to from Chinese at 1945.he must to kill lots of people.(He was also war at China from 1943)

        This is fact that I become monk.

        STOP THE FLOW OF THIS,noboby can not stoped.

        MY father's mother try to say this fact,But she did not say,so my おじさん always talk to me.
        Add my mother's mother always invite to go to temple,because,, she said I am wise.

        BUT BUDDHA AND us can not stop this flow

        In out SANGHA.
        Like WASHIN at EUROPE. We can do effort to go peace moment by moment.

        I wait to midnight bus,and thank you to allow to leave head monk at Tenryuji,
        because lots of lay person SIT SESSHIN.Waiting for my hitting.thank you!

        But I left here.I feel that the time will stop but can not stop.I feel nothing.Just I can remember memory
        with parent at childhood.SO DEEPLY,as Washin.

        We can forget but can not forget.

        I can not speak and understand English,but I feel English.
        BUT I FEEL.

        I can remember this song.By Sinéad O'Connor Nothing Compares 2U
        Very licky for my,my friedns whom family came back from Europe,because near
        社宅 of 大使館 と商社(Jundo please help me to translate)

        I also lots of songs of 80th and 90th songs at US and UK.

        I used to hear A-ha,Roxette,The corrs,Jane child,Bette Midler,Cheap trick,Bon Jovi
        The band heart,U2,Pet shop boys,The corrs,SAVAGE GARDEN,my idol.

        ====
        All the flowers that you planted, mama, in the back yard
        All died when you went away
        I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
        But I'm willing to give it another try



        ====
        I will leave Fukui to Tokyo an midnight.
        ====

        I hope my mother will be at peace,if she will die.

        But I realize if she will be at healthy condition because of my son.

        ====
        But I'm will cry.

        In song.

        Stop war (Memory of WW2 and now war at Europe)

        Deep Bows.

        これが私の精一杯の英語です。Jundo please translate this.

        See you later.

        I try to re-write again so many times.

        SORRY FOR MY ENGLISH.

        WORLD WILL PEACE WHEN WE WILL DO ZEN PRACTIFCE.

        CRY CRY CRY. See you soon and next week.

        Gassho
        Nine bows
        Sat today
        Kakunen
        Last edited by Guest; 03-22-2022, 11:15 AM.

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        • Prashanth
          Member
          • Nov 2021
          • 181

          #34
          Metta to your mother, to you and to all those who shape your life and beyond, Kakunen.
          Stay strong!

          Gassho..



          Sat today.

          Sent from my GS190 using Tapatalk

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          • Bion
            Senior Priest-in-Training
            • Aug 2020
            • 4990

            #35
            Originally posted by Kakunen
            Hi

            I was called from hospital at noon,lots of times.From Tokyo.

            I was at Sesshin,so I can not pick calls.

            Doctor said to me my mother was very big damaged at Brain,at this morning station.

            I said to head monk,and stop my roll,Zazen and chant leader and time keeper.

            I am at Fukui near temple and I ready to leave Tokyo(hospital)at midnight bus.

            She is at dangerous situation,separate from everything,no mind(意識がない)

            She have no family,only me and my son and my uncle?(おじさん)

            Uncle who is 76 years old but he is at Tohoku(work at place ,keep condition of earthquake at few days ago)

            L.....oooong story from my mother and me.

            I vert hurted and dameged by my mother and father.They do big violence to me,,,,

            But I need to go,stop leader position of this Tenryuji Sesshin,and waiting for midnight bus at Fukui.


            Sometimes we suffer big problem,I can remember what Jundo said to me,about his experience.

            And WW2 happend at 1940th,my grandfaher died(my father's father)at 1945 at Sea near Phillipine 36 years old,so old.and also grandfather (mother's father)suffer to do big villence to from Chinese at 1945.he must to kill lots of people.(He was also war at China from 1943)

            This is fact that I become monk.

            STOP THE FLOW OF THIS,noboby can not stoped.

            MY father's mother try to say this fact,But she did not say,so my おじさん always talk to me.
            Add my mother's mother always invite to go to temple,because,, she said I am wise.

            BUT BUDDHA AND us can not stop this flow

            In out SANGHA.
            Like WASHIN at EUROPE. We can do effort to go peace moment by moment.

            I wait to midnight bus,and thank you to allow to leave head monk at Tenryuji,
            because lots of lay person SIT SESSHIN.Waiting for my hitting.thank you!

            But I left here.I feel that the time will stop but can not stop.I feel nothing.Just I can remember memory
            with parent at childhood.SO DEEPLY,as Washin.

            We can forget but can not forget.

            I can not speak and understand English,but I feel English.
            BUT I FEEL.

            I can remember this song.By Sinéad O'Connor Nothing Compares 2U
            Very licky for my,my friedns whom family came back from Europe,because near
            社宅 of 大使館 と商社(Jundo please help me to translate)

            I also lots of songs of 80th and 90th songs at US and UK.

            I used to hear A-ha,Roxette,The corrs,Jane child,Bette Midler,Cheap trick,Bon Jovi
            The band heart,U2,Pet shop boys,The corrs,SAVAGE GARDEN,my idol.

            ====
            All the flowers that you planted, mama, in the back yard
            All died when you went away
            I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
            But I'm willing to give it another try



            ====
            I will leave Fukui to Tokyo an midnight.
            ====

            I hope my mother will be at peace,if she will die.

            But I realize if she will be at healthy condition because of my son.

            ====
            But I'm will cry.

            In song.

            Stop war (Memory of WW2 and now war at Europe)

            Deep Bows.

            これが私の精一杯の英語です。Jundo please translate this.

            See you later.

            I try to re-write again so many times.

            SORRY FOR MY ENGLISH.

            WORLD WILL PEACE WHEN WE WILL DO ZEN PRACTIFCE.

            CRY CRY CRY. See you soon and next week.

            Gassho
            Nine bows
            Sat today
            Kakunen
            Many good wishes for your mother and yourself Kakunen. You know how impermanent everything is and how sudden change happens. Best we can do is to be sincere in every moment regardless of what the situation is, so please, do your best, do what’s right and know you have many people here who want to support and encourage you! Deep bows to you.

            [emoji1374] Sat Today
            "Stepping back with open hands, is thoroughly comprehending life and death. Immediately you can sparkle and respond to the world." - Hongzhi

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            • Kokuu
              Dharma Transmitted Priest
              • Nov 2012
              • 6938

              #36
              Much metta to you and your mother, Kakunen. I wish you strength and peace among all that is happening.

              未練なく散も桜はさくら哉

              without regret
              they fall and scatter…
              cherry blossoms


              - Kobayashi Issa


              Deep bows
              Kokuu
              -sattoday-

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              • Kakunen

                #37
                ありがとうございます。

                私はとてもチャレンジングです。

                日本語ですが、ミスチル Tommorw never knows を貼ります。

                彼の言葉はまた説明します。 英語です。

                I will try to share this,as you scribe is fact.

                I will try to translate after.
                But she always say my father was so----famous artist.so I can remember this.

                Over country,


                Jundo always thank you.You are my first treacher,please forgive me.
                Kokku Always helpful,over country and culture.

                Challenging song for my roots.

                Will go to Tokyo,JUNDO Treeleaf
                And Kokku.



                Gassho
                Sat today
                kakunen
                Last edited by Guest; 03-23-2022, 06:23 PM.

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                • Kakunen

                  #38
                  Originally posted by Kokuu
                  Much metta to you and your mother, Kakunen. I wish you strength and peace among all that is happening.

                  未練なく散も桜はさくら哉

                  without regret
                  they fall and scatter…
                  cherry blossoms


                  - Kobayashi Issa


                  Deep bows
                  Kokuu
                  -sattoday-
                  Gassho kakunen

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                  • Jundo
                    Treeleaf Founder and Priest
                    • Apr 2006
                    • 41050

                    #39
                    Tsukuba is close by if you need, Kakunen.

                    Do you have a way to stay at your mother's house now?

                    Let us know what is happening.

                    Now, Metta and we sit Zazen for your mother, and you.

                    I remember my mother too, all our mothers.

                    Gassho, J

                    STlah
                    ALL OF LIFE IS OUR TEMPLE

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                    • aprapti
                      Member
                      • Jun 2017
                      • 889

                      #40
                      metta, Kakunen..

                      aprapti

                      sat

                      hobo kore dojo / 歩歩是道場 / step, step, there is my place of practice

                      Aprāpti (अप्राप्ति) non-attainment

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                      • Shinshi
                        Senior Priest-in-Training
                        • Jul 2010
                        • 3787

                        #41
                        So sorry to hear the news Kakunen. Much metta to you, your mother, and your family.

                        We know life is impermanent. And yet sometimes it still hits you hard. I wish you peace.

                        Gassho, Shinshi

                        SaT-LaH
                        空道 心志 Kudo Shinshi

                        For Zen students a weed is a treasure. With this attitude, whatever you do, life becomes an art.
                        ​— Shunryu Suzuki

                        E84I - JAJ

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                        • Heiso
                          Member
                          • Jan 2019
                          • 834

                          #42
                          I'm sorry to hear this, Kakunen. Metta to you and your mother

                          Gassho,

                          Heiso

                          StLah

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                          • Tomás ESP
                            Member
                            • Aug 2020
                            • 575

                            #43
                            I cry with you Kakunen, for the time that can't be stopped and the suffering of the world. Sending you my best wishes so that your mother and you are at peace. Thank you for sharing, as always

                            Gassho, Tomás
                            Sat&LaH

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                            • Naiko
                              Member
                              • Aug 2019
                              • 846

                              #44
                              Metta to your mother and you, Kakunen. Will be sitting for you and your family.
                              Gassho,
                              Naiko
                              st

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                              • Tairin
                                Member
                                • Feb 2016
                                • 2930

                                #45
                                Metta for Kakunen and for his mother.


                                Tairin
                                Sat today and lah
                                泰林 - Tai Rin - Peaceful Woods

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