dear sangha, dear roshi,
While sitting today, once again there was arising some ecstatic bliss. i remember when i started sitting that i was very attracted to these kind of states and felt like this must be kinda goal, also i labeled it these times as satori-like experiences.
Somewhere i was reading about makyo, ma refers to mara, the temptation and kyo as realm, cave or condition.
Now, i know its nothing but just a state of mind like a cloud in the sky. I dont get sucked into it, like i did earlier, because when i become entangled in it i stop zazen - its getting lost into perceptions and thats not real samadhi.
by and by I stopped to label any state, also i stopped to give any meaning into it. All is just what is: thoughts arising, no-thought, sensations, emotions... whatever. if we can speak about a goal in my opinion its that we are aware of what arises and not become entangled. So everything that distract us can be mara, makyo. If we start dealing with thoughts, emotions or even encounter blissful, beautiful states.
Gassho,
Ben
Stlah
While sitting today, once again there was arising some ecstatic bliss. i remember when i started sitting that i was very attracted to these kind of states and felt like this must be kinda goal, also i labeled it these times as satori-like experiences.
Somewhere i was reading about makyo, ma refers to mara, the temptation and kyo as realm, cave or condition.
Now, i know its nothing but just a state of mind like a cloud in the sky. I dont get sucked into it, like i did earlier, because when i become entangled in it i stop zazen - its getting lost into perceptions and thats not real samadhi.
by and by I stopped to label any state, also i stopped to give any meaning into it. All is just what is: thoughts arising, no-thought, sensations, emotions... whatever. if we can speak about a goal in my opinion its that we are aware of what arises and not become entangled. So everything that distract us can be mara, makyo. If we start dealing with thoughts, emotions or even encounter blissful, beautiful states.
Gassho,
Ben
Stlah
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