Hmm. Im pondering something. In zazen does the monkey mind slow down, does seeking slow down, does conceptualizing dissipate, does attachment dissipate and all that jazz as a result or after effect of the realization of Big Mind/Buddha? Kinda like how blood pressure drops as a result of working out, its not like "you" can take credit for something your body does automatically.
Or is it because we arent feeding the monkeys so often that they calm down enough to let Mind shine through?
You often here something along the lines of "let go of your attachments, or do not be attached to thoughts, let thoughts pass through etc to realize the buddha" But what if its the other way around? What if im not too bothered by my thoughts because i am the realized Buddha? That thoughts aren't the problem, these thoughts are Buddha's thoughts, this pain is buddhas pain, this pain is made of diamonds.
So is "attachment" itself to thoughts the problem than?
Does practicing non-attachment to everything lead to realized Buddha?
Or does "attachment" dissipate as a result of realized Buddha. Like how bad health issues dissipate as a result of working out.
I dont know, i must make no sense, the only thing i know right now is that im going to go sit zazen right now and its gonna suck lol. But such is life and i gotta do what i gotta do. Goodnight.
Gassho,
Misha.
Or is it because we arent feeding the monkeys so often that they calm down enough to let Mind shine through?
You often here something along the lines of "let go of your attachments, or do not be attached to thoughts, let thoughts pass through etc to realize the buddha" But what if its the other way around? What if im not too bothered by my thoughts because i am the realized Buddha? That thoughts aren't the problem, these thoughts are Buddha's thoughts, this pain is buddhas pain, this pain is made of diamonds.
So is "attachment" itself to thoughts the problem than?
Does practicing non-attachment to everything lead to realized Buddha?
Or does "attachment" dissipate as a result of realized Buddha. Like how bad health issues dissipate as a result of working out.
I dont know, i must make no sense, the only thing i know right now is that im going to go sit zazen right now and its gonna suck lol. But such is life and i gotta do what i gotta do. Goodnight.
Gassho,
Misha.
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