When listening to Kokuu-san's reading, when he got to the part about firewood turn to ash, it ring so true that I felt as if I wanted to cry.
Despite my job being to make dead people not dead, I know that very few actually every get a heat beat back and fewer keep it. A small part of my has always felt responsible for not being able to help, but after hearing Shoji, it was like a weight was lifted. Its okay if people die, we all have too.
"Firewood becomes ash. Ash cannot turn back into firewood again. However, we should not view ash as after and firewood as before. We should know that firewood dwells in the dharma position of firewood and it has its own before and after. Although there is before and after, past and future are cut off. Ash stays at the position of ash and it has its own before and after. As firewood never becomes firewood again after it is burned and becomes ash, after person dies, there is no return to living.."
Deep bows of gratitude.
Simon.
Not sat today as I'm on a night and its now tomorrow.
Ask not what the Sangha can do for you, but what you can do for the Sangha.
Despite my job being to make dead people not dead, I know that very few actually every get a heat beat back and fewer keep it. A small part of my has always felt responsible for not being able to help, but after hearing Shoji, it was like a weight was lifted. Its okay if people die, we all have too.
"Firewood becomes ash. Ash cannot turn back into firewood again. However, we should not view ash as after and firewood as before. We should know that firewood dwells in the dharma position of firewood and it has its own before and after. Although there is before and after, past and future are cut off. Ash stays at the position of ash and it has its own before and after. As firewood never becomes firewood again after it is burned and becomes ash, after person dies, there is no return to living.."
Deep bows of gratitude.
Simon.
Not sat today as I'm on a night and its now tomorrow.
Ask not what the Sangha can do for you, but what you can do for the Sangha.
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