Ok, I missed it by a couple weeks or so, but it's been a year since I joined Treeleaf. Not that I've done anything earth-shattering in that time, but it's an accomplishment for me to have a (relatively) consistent meditation practice in my life. I will admit that the last two months have not quite been as often as it had been, but I'm back on track.
I was also pondering something recently. Being the summer, out on break from school and having more time to get into trouble, I was wondering if I could really make a significant change in my life. There is a part of my life that, while not destructive, is very consuming, both from a time perspective and emotionally. It's not a moral issue, but I really question if I want to continue to put this much of my life into it. I wonder if I am truly able to let go of this. Can I cut ties and free up my resources for more affirming activities?
Can I...that's silly. Of course I CAN, but am I willing? I don't know yet, but I'm working on it.
Anywho, thanks for everybody being here. Thank you for this place and thank you for the encouragement and wisdom contained within.
I was also pondering something recently. Being the summer, out on break from school and having more time to get into trouble, I was wondering if I could really make a significant change in my life. There is a part of my life that, while not destructive, is very consuming, both from a time perspective and emotionally. It's not a moral issue, but I really question if I want to continue to put this much of my life into it. I wonder if I am truly able to let go of this. Can I cut ties and free up my resources for more affirming activities?
Can I...that's silly. Of course I CAN, but am I willing? I don't know yet, but I'm working on it.
Anywho, thanks for everybody being here. Thank you for this place and thank you for the encouragement and wisdom contained within.
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