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  • Jundo
    Treeleaf Founder and Priest
    • Apr 2006
    • 40999

    BOOK OF EQUANIMITY - Case 64

    Case 63 never ends, and so we jump to Case 64, Shisho's Transmission ...

    The Book of Equanimity contains the first-ever complete English language commentary on one of the most beloved classic collections of Zen teaching stories (koans), making them vividly relevant to spiritual seekers and Zen students in the twenty-first century. Continually emphasizing koans as effective tools to discover and experience the deepest truths of our being, Wick brings the art of the koan to life for those who want to practice wisdom in their daily lives.The koan collection Wick explores here is highly esteemed as both literature and training material in the Zen tradition, in which koan-study is one of two paths a practitioner might take. This collection is used for training in many Zen centers in the Americas and in Europe but has never before been available with commentary from a contemporary Zen master. Wick's Book of Equanimity includes new translations of the preface, main case and verse for each koan, and modern commentaries on the koans by Wick himself.


    Shishin Wick describes two facets of the Koan, but they are really one. First, some tension between two students, one of whom left to find a new Teacher who rang his bell. I don't feel that is such a big deal. Many many folks come to Treeleaf, for example, and find a home after not feeling it in other Buddhist Communities. Other folks leave here seeking new horizons, because the chemistry is not right for the individual. One size need not fit all.

    As the Koan relates as its other theme, there may be a "solitary, manifest body", but Buddhism as in all things manifests in "myriad forms." What transcends and shines through and as even words like "solitary" and "myriad"? This applies to Buddhist Teachings, Teachers and Students as well. Myriad forms or one Truth? Hah!

    Notice at the end of the Koan that there is a debate among the witnessing monks on "both sides of the Dharma Hall" taking sides on the issue of "one or many". People naturally have opinions and preferences, even about this Way which supposedly shows how to transcend all views, aversions and attractions.

    Even the Koans of the Book of Serenity are obviously not to everyone's taste in pointing to the way beyond and holding all tastes!
    Some folks digg them and some not.

    That is one reason that I often emphasize to students that the best Sangha or Teacher is often one like here or me, so perfectly imperfect, flawlessly flawed, often quite disappointing in showing the way to eternal satisfaction, just mediocre beyond all measure. If one can come to see through all that, finding the Jewel which shines beyond and right through all human measures of perfection and flaw, finally one may realize one's own expression.

    Sometimes one Teacher can help the student realize so as a catalyst, sometimes it takes a different Teacher, in all cases it is up to the Student not the Teacher to discover what Transcends yet Embodies all Students and Teachers!

    The "Preface to the Assembly" cites a couple of famous students who began with one Teacher before moving on to another, and highlights how folks branch off to shine in their own way, and thus Buddhism develops into so many variations, like twisting coral or flowers on a branching tree. Many varied fruits and flowers, but perhaps a single vibrant tree holding fruits of all flavors both bitter and sweet and in between ...

    In the "Appreciatory Verse", one Buddha brought forth countless, often seemingly conflicting Suttas and Sutras, filled with Teachings and Practices suited to people of different tastes and abilities, as countless as dust. Are they also one or many?



    The line about "Dharma Style" and "front garden" probably means something like "it is all right here, no matter how you dress it up and decorate it." The "single moon" shines in every ripple of the river as if broken up yet fully illuminating each and all, and spring is found in every blade of grass amid change. The final reference to "three paths ... still come home" likely a reference to many paths that all lead home, in other words, the many roads all lead to Rome. The old pines and chrysanthemums each have their beautiful fragrance.

    So, I don't know if Treeleaf is the right place for you or the wrong place ... and the right or wrong flavor to please your taste. Probably it smells like old milk and tastes like rubber sometimes. But until you can see through all right and wrong places and preferences, will you ever find True Home?

    Gassho, J

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  • Mitty-san
    Member
    • Jul 2016
    • 79

    #2
    Thanks, Jundo.

    I'm still trying to decide what to think of these koans since they're so different from how we normally learn things. A lot of them seem to say similar things about non-duality, emptiness, everything being right here and right now, and the rest of the common Zen sayings.

    As Shishin Wicks said, travelling around to different teachers was common in China. In my experience, anyone or anything can be a teacher, even children can teach a person many things, intentionally or not. Generally though, I agree some teachers or teachings seem to suit different people. Sometimes a student might learn more from one teacher/teaching at one time and then need to go to different teacher/teaching to continue learning.

    It seems we are now in a period of time where so many different teachings and philosophies are available. Unlike people through much of history, one can choose from pretty much any religion or none at all. One can learn about any philosophy and practice. This can be good in the sense where one can find something most suitable for them and a person can learn a plethora of things from comparing and contrasting the different belief systems. However, this can also be overwhelming and have the downside of making it hard to focus deeply on just one.

    Originally posted by Jundo
    But until you can see through all right and wrong places and preferences, will you ever find True Home?
    This reminds me of the C. S. Lewis quote where a demon is trying to sabotage a man:
    Originally posted by C.S. Lewis
    “If a man can’t be cured of churchgoing, the next best thing is to send him all over the neighborhood looking for the church that ‘suits’ him until he becomes a taster or connoisseur of churches.”


    Sat today.
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    Paul

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    • Jundo
      Treeleaf Founder and Priest
      • Apr 2006
      • 40999

      #3
      Originally posted by Mitty-san
      Thanks, Jundo.

      I'm still trying to decide what to think of these koans since they're so different from how we normally learn things. A lot of them seem to say similar things about non-duality, emptiness, everything being right here and right now, and the rest of the common Zen sayings.
      Yes, each expresses the same Wisdom about sameness and difference, only in difference words and ways.

      In my experience, anyone or anything can be a teacher, even children can teach a person many things, intentionally or not.
      Yes, anyone and all things are teachers, but not all realize so. Also, some teach by being an example of hate, greed and divisive thoughts of ignorance. Many folks who engage in angry violence, and many politicians who engage in divisive rhetoric, or wonderful "teachers" in that way. My Uncle Lou and my Uncle Ralph who could sit at the Thanksgiving table and dig up old resentments from thirty years before ... wonderful teachers in being prisoners of memory and letting go. I miss them.

      It seems we are now in a period of time where so many different teachings and philosophies are available. Unlike people through much of history, one can choose from pretty much any religion or none at all. One can learn about any philosophy and practice. This can be good in the sense where one can find something most suitable for them and a person can learn a plethora of things from comparing and contrasting the different belief systems. However, this can also be overwhelming and have the downside of making it hard to focus deeply on just one.
      Yes, it is wonderful that so many varied flavors of Buddhism have come in contact with each other for the first time in Buddhist history (never happened like this in any past centuries), not to mention with other religions and philosophies and scientific understanding. It means that we can mix and match, find various additions from other Traditions to round out our Practice (much as I added the South Asian Practice of offering Metta here to our Zen Practice to soften up the heart of the hard Samurai Japanese Zen a bit) ... One can also shop around for the Teacher or Guru or Self-Help book that rings your bell.

      But that is also the modern problem!

      Buddhism has become just another trip to the supermarket or mall ... 500 flavors to choose from like flavors of toothpaste or potato chips. People shop around for the next shiny thing, the next guru who looks the part, the next book or course. Never satisfied in their search for satisfaction, they look for magic and perfection thus missing the very magic and perfection of even life's most ordinary and imperfect. Shame. Spiritual materialism.

      That is why, I believe, our Practice here is so special, as we tell folks to give up the hunt and truly find. Sit still and be all time and change.

      When folks leave Treeleaf looking for the next shiny thing, it is sometimes because the chemistry is not right ... but often because they just don't know how to see what is right where one are. Let me quote myself quoting myself ...

      ----------

      Let me say that pursuing a variety of Practices is fine ... IF ... one's perspectives and motivations are clear. If not, it may not be good. Let me explain.

      People chase after things ... new car, new clothes, new spiritual practice, next "self-help" book ... in order to find some happiness, contentment and peace. They do not know how to rest, find wholeness in one thing in this moment, drop the need and feelings of lack. Thus, if someone chases after spiritual practices out of a sense of lack and need, we call this "spiritual materialism".

      To combat this, we sit Shikantaza as "the only practice, all that is needed" (but it is important that the nuance be understood). When practicing Shikantaza, SHIKANTAZA MUST BE SHIKANTAZA'D WITH A CERTAIN UNDERSTANDING, to wit:

      Seated Zazen is our ONE AND ONLY practice, for by the very nature of Shikantaza ... when sitting Zazen, there is nothing more to do, nothing more that need be done, no addition needed nor anything to take away. Zazen is complete and whole. No other place to be in all the world, no other place we must (or can) run to. Nothing lacks, all is sacred, and Zazen is the One Liturgy. It is vital to be sat by Zazen with such attitude. Thus, Zazen is sat each day as the One and Whole Practice. If one sits any other way, if one sits with any sensation of "'I' need to fill some hole that is not Whole" ... one kills Zazen, gets nowhere. If one sits Zazen, one need do no other practice!
      Such is the case when sitting Zazen ... and one thus masters how to rest, find wholeness in one thing in this moment, drop the need and feelings of lack.

      However, rising from the cushion, one gets on with life which is all "Zazen" in wider meaning. Then, people can do or not do many things, and it is all "Zazen". One can watch a baseball game or not watch a baseball game, eat a sandwich or eat spaghetti, stand up or sit down, study MBCT or try some Tibetan Practice or not ... doesn't matter. All good.

      All that matters is that you learn to experience the "rest, wholeness, dropping of need and lack" right in and amid this world of motion, need and frequent lack, that they are "not two". Eating a sandwich to fill the need and hunger in one's stomach ... good, whole and complete. Not eating a sandwich and experiencing lack and hunger ... also good, whole and complete. Either way ... good, whole and complete!

      We might even say that folks will not even be able to find the real treasure and fruits in so many of those spiritual practices until they come to realize that none of that was truly necessary, for nothing is lacking right from the start! They won't find until they learn how to radically not chase, and how to be still!

      Understand?

      Gassho, J

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      • Onkai
        Senior Priest-in-Training
        • Aug 2015
        • 3145

        #4
        Treeleaf Zendo has been very helpful to me, adding to my understanding.

        Gassho,
        Onkai
        SatToday
        美道 Bidou Beautiful Way
        恩海 Onkai Merciful/Kind Ocean

        I have a lot to learn; take anything I say that sounds like teaching with a grain of salt.

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        • Tairin
          Member
          • Feb 2016
          • 2924

          #5
          Not a lot of discussion on this Koan. It seems that between Wick's commentary and Jundo's commentary there isn't much else to say.

          I will add this.... Personally I am very glad to have found TreeLeaf.

          Gassho
          Warren
          Sat today
          泰林 - Tai Rin - Peaceful Woods

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          • Risho
            Member
            • May 2010
            • 3178

            #6
            At first this koan confounded me but Jundo, your explanation is wonderful and inspiring. I love it here; sometimes I cant stand it so I dont post as much or I may get overwhelmed in my life so I don't post but where is there to go anyway? I always feel at home here even when I don't. That's part of practice, a vital part for me; not giving up.

            With the upcoming Ango it's always exciting because we are all in this together; we focus more on practice, which is about facing our discomfort, and finding a Stillness and Joy amid the craziness and chaos that life can be. Staying here, digging in, is something that I've learned here. This practice roots us in our lives and is revolutionary because its about fully being with what is as opposed to running to each shiny, new thing that comes along.

            Gassho

            Risho
            -sattoday
            Email: risho.treeleaf@gmail.com

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            • Mitty-san
              Member
              • Jul 2016
              • 79

              #7
              Originally posted by Jundo
              Understand?
              Thanks, Jundo. I understand, at least in basic sense. In my opinion, for things like this, understanding is more of a continuum than a yes/no. I'll keep it in mind for the future and see what grows.

              This week was a busy week so I didn't have a good chance to respond sooner.



              Sat today

              Paul
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              Paul

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              • Eishuu

                #8
                How do we know the difference between a practise not being quite right for us or a good fit and the ego chasing after endless shiny things?

                I had a really difficult week on the cushion this week and at one point I nearly gave up Zazen altogether. At one point I started to even doubt that Buddhism was right for me. I went back to doing some other meditation practises, absolutely desperate to experience something different, something better and less painful than what I was experiencing in Zazen, which was feeling very tense and shut down. After a few days of this and feeling even worse I realised that I was just running around trying to get away from myself, so I just stopped and sat Zazen. Something let go and I spent half an hour on the cushion sobbing my heart out and it was just what I needed and just what I had been avoiding. After that I felt much more present, like the storm had passed. I sometimes find Zazen so hard, and I am aware that my little self often tries to use it to 'get something' or feel better. And it's usually at this point that I go looking for shiny things. I'm wondering if letting the ego exhaust itself and then give up is part of the process of sitting?

                Gassho
                Lucy
                Sat today

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                • Jundo
                  Treeleaf Founder and Priest
                  • Apr 2006
                  • 40999

                  #9
                  Originally posted by Lucy
                  How do we know the difference between a practise not being quite right for us or a good fit and the ego chasing after endless shiny things?

                  I had a really difficult week on the cushion this week and at one point I nearly gave up Zazen altogether. At one point I started to even doubt that Buddhism was right for me. I went back to doing some other meditation practises, absolutely desperate to experience something different, something better and less painful than what I was experiencing in Zazen, which was feeling very tense and shut down. After a few days of this and feeling even worse I realised that I was just running around trying to get away from myself, so I just stopped and sat Zazen. Something let go and I spent half an hour on the cushion sobbing my heart out and it was just what I needed and just what I had been avoiding. After that I felt much more present, like the storm had passed. I sometimes find Zazen so hard, and I am aware that my little self often tries to use it to 'get something' or feel better. And it's usually at this point that I go looking for shiny things. I'm wondering if letting the ego exhaust itself and then give up is part of the process of sitting?

                  Gassho
                  Lucy
                  Sat today
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                  • Mp

                    #10
                    Originally posted by Lucy
                    How do we know the difference between a practise not being quite right for us or a good fit and the ego chasing after endless shiny things?

                    I had a really difficult week on the cushion this week and at one point I nearly gave up Zazen altogether. At one point I started to even doubt that Buddhism was right for me. I went back to doing some other meditation practises, absolutely desperate to experience something different, something better and less painful than what I was experiencing in Zazen, which was feeling very tense and shut down. After a few days of this and feeling even worse I realised that I was just running around trying to get away from myself, so I just stopped and sat Zazen. Something let go and I spent half an hour on the cushion sobbing my heart out and it was just what I needed and just what I had been avoiding. After that I felt much more present, like the storm had passed. I sometimes find Zazen so hard, and I am aware that my little self often tries to use it to 'get something' or feel better. And it's usually at this point that I go looking for shiny things. I'm wondering if letting the ego exhaust itself and then give up is part of the process of sitting?

                    Gassho
                    Lucy
                    Sat today
                    This is a lovely expression of practice, thank you for sharing Lucy. =)

                    Gassho
                    Shingen

                    s@today

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                    • Amelia
                      Member
                      • Jan 2010
                      • 4980

                      #11
                      Lucy,

                      That happens. Really, it does. Yesterday, I felt really agitated when I started to chant before sitting, wondering why not just start sitting. Then I realized I was just looking for a reason to chant, perhaps some spiritual merit. There is none. The fact that there is no reason but just the chanting itself came to mind and then I realized exactly why I chant before zazen.

                      Gassho, sat today
                      求道芸化 Kyūdō Geika
                      I am just a priest-in-training, please do not take anything I say as a teaching.

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                      • Jakuden
                        Member
                        • Jun 2015
                        • 6141

                        #12
                        Thank you Risho and Lucy for your honest descriptions of what we do here... I'm right there with ya! Anxious Zazen, bored to tears Zazen, wonderful Zazen, all still Zazen. Should we pack up and seek another teacher? If we look deeply inside ourselves...we cannot be deceived.

                        Gassho
                        Jakuden
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                        • Tai Shi
                          Member
                          • Oct 2014
                          • 3470

                          #13
                          Yes, very much I see all of Treeleaf Zendo my home group, and I feel comfortable enough to reveal my flaws, my shortcomings, me lack of humility, and certainly to ask for guidance. This is my home group, enough to ask for guidance through Ango with another, the blade of grass does nor find itself alone, and to form seed which is natural, it must have others, other blades of grass. Walt Whitman who could have easily have been a Soto Zen student, said it best "I sing of myself, and what I assume you shall assume as every blade of grass belonging to me belonging to you... as every atom belonging to me belonging to me belonging to you." So friends let us sing together, let us be together, let us sit together in the silence of Shikantaza, in the one hand, in Bodidharma, In the historical Buddha.

                          Tai Shi
                          Calm Poetry
                          std
                          Gassho
                          Peaceful, Tai Shi. Ubasoku; calm, supportive, for positive poetry 優婆塞 台 婆

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                          • Jundo
                            Treeleaf Founder and Priest
                            • Apr 2006
                            • 40999

                            #14
                            Originally posted by Tai Shi
                            I don't get agitated before I sit, or while I sit, but I haven't found the initiative to begin chanting before I sit, or after I sit alone, and though I have the current book of chants, I haven't been been able to follow along in group sits--I'm so caught n the process of sitting (Shikantaza) I find I have less concentration at the beginning. During Zazenkai, I feel so honored tp be included. Also, I understand there will be a new process to sit for larger groups, and maybe this also applies to smaller groups as well. These changes are often difficult for me to make. For example, it took me about a year to get used ro hangout communication as it did with Skype in my personal life. And I would like to go through the process leading to Jukai again this year, as my process was less than acceptable--I need a partner for this process, and since I am still disabled in some ways, not in concentration or dedication, will someone be able to partner with me? I already have a Rakusu, and may not be able to sew a new one, so is it necessary for me to sew a new one? Back to the chanting, I am committed to Monday, Wednesday,and Thursday 9:30 pm sitting when I can make it that is my home group so to speak--and sometimes I have no computer available. I know this post covers much groundwork, yet I feel it is all necessary--perhaps all I need is a littl shove to use chants. I enjoy Zazenkai so very much and my home group, I am honored to be included and will seek to pay closer attention. Would someone like to be my partner?

                            Tai Shi
                            std
                            Gassho deep bows.
                            Hi Taishi,

                            I am going to move your measure into the Ango preparation discussions, and ask our Shuso to answer your questions. Please look here ...



                            Gassho, Jundo
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                            • Sekishi
                              Dharma Transmitted Priest
                              • Apr 2013
                              • 5673

                              #15
                              Originally posted by Jundo
                              Hi Taishi,

                              I am going to move your measure into the Ango preparation discussions, and ask our Shuso to answer your questions. Please look here ...

                              Gassho, Jundo
                              Thank you Jundo.

                              Tai Shi, I sent you a PM earlier today that will hopefully clarify things for you a bit. Please let me know if you have any questions!

                              Gassho,
                              Sekishi
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                              Sekishi | 石志 | He/him | Better with a grain of salt, but best ignored entirely.

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