BOOK OF EQUANIMITY- case 26

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  • Taigu
    Blue Mountain White Clouds Hermitage Priest
    • Aug 2008
    • 2710

    BOOK OF EQUANIMITY- case 26

    like a silver bowl filled with snow
    like a heron hidden in the moonlight


    Tozan Ryokai, Jewel Mirror Samadhi

    On a quiet evening in my tatch roofed hut,
    alone I play the lute with no string.
    Its meloddy enters wind and cloud,
    mingles deeply with a flowing stream,
    fills out the dark valley, blows through the vast forest, then disappears.
    Other than those who hear emptiness,
    who will capture this rare sound?


    Ryokan ( Sky Above, Great Wind, Kazuaki Tanahashi)

    Nagarjuna appeared on his seat and taught the verse:

    This body manifests a full moon
    expressing the bodies of all Buddhas,
    teaching that has no particular shape,
    expressing that revealing is neither sound nor form.


    Dogen, Shobogenzo, Buddha nature (Kazuaki Tanahashi)


    Kyozan points to a snow lion and says: "can anyone go beyond this color?" Ummon says:"right then, I'd push it down for him" and Seccho later adds " he only knows how to push it down, not how to raise it up."

    in the Appreciatory Verse it is written: (...) Though pure light illumines the eye, it is like being lost from home. Though clarity turns the body, it falls into a rank. We Zen students have nothing to rely on! (...)


    As many people have pointed out, we are full of ideas, stuffed with opinions and views. That's what the human world claims from us, that's what we think we should offer people. The way out is to go beyond, leap out of this bag of skin and flesh, merely a bag of smelly thoughts, leap into what is not known and what we cannot even rely on. The original color, the original and primary sound, stringless lute of Ryokan, merging of form and emptiness of Tozan, cannot be bottled or processed.Here and now, what is our true form? Here and now, how do we give it a go, a chance to bloom? What is the meaning of "to go beyond"? As a very young Zen sitter, I used to think of something really great, like the action of a superheroe getting somewhere after an incredible flight, I used to imagine a beyond, manufacture a beyond in which I could eventually land. As I grew smaller and dropped ideas of making and doing, the beyond felt just as close as my nostrils. The beyond was nothing but this here and now without the extra, the bagage, the stories, the garbage, the plots, the "I wish I could", without was the way where everything could be with me.

    Not even being attached here to this. Not to dwell anywhere is key. Could be another trap, and we would then go dead circle.

    How would you go beyond? How would you not dwell? How do you put up with this mad path that asks you to give up everything in exchange of a big heap of nothing you don't even look as being your own? How do you enjoy being fooled again and again and loosing so much?

    gassho


    Taigu
    Last edited by Taigu; 02-26-2013, 03:01 AM.
  • Shokai
    Treeleaf Priest
    • Mar 2009
    • 6393

    #2
    How do you enjoy being fooled again and again and loosing so much?
    Because it is what it is (as it is.) IT includes so much good that, once you realize, one doesn't have time to wallow in the mud.

    Thank you Taigu, How's the mending coming along?

    Gassho, Shokai
    合掌,生開
    gassho, Shokai

    仁道 生開 / Jindo Shokai

    "Open to life in a benevolent way"

    https://sarushinzendo.wordpress.com/

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    • Taigu
      Blue Mountain White Clouds Hermitage Priest
      • Aug 2008
      • 2710

      #3
      The mending is fine,thank you Shokai, and thank you for your post.



      gassho in the mud

      T.

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      • Mp

        #4
        Thank you Taigu ... and glad to hear you are on the mend.

        Gassho
        Shingen

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        • Heisoku
          Member
          • Jun 2010
          • 1338

          #5
          Each moment comes and goes and in each new moment I am born into that moment, again to only to pass away and die to it. In each moment the sun shines and I smile in the sunshine. The sunshine and smiling are not two. But the smiling is never the same. What will happen in the next moment, what or who is around the next corner? I do not know nor do I need to care, as the sun is shining and I have learned to smile.
          Heisoku 平 息
          Every day is a journey, and the journey itself is home. (Basho)

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          • Shujin
            Treeleaf Unsui
            • Feb 2010
            • 1075

            #6
            I am greatly appreciative for the passage about superheroes. Before I began sitting, I used to think that I didn't believe in dramatic concepts like this. As thoughts have unfolded, however, I realize that there has been this desire for a heroic narrative for longer than I can remember. I've wanted so badly to quantify certain aspects of my life - struggle! sacrifice! virtue! It looks like an especially awful Communist propaganda poster.

            Playing with my sons today, I experienced one of those rare (for me) moments where I felt whole-heartedly engaged. It will pass, of course, and I will let it go. But being able to experience something special, something amazingly immediate and genuine, is what enables me to contend with the planner, the super hero and the fool.

            Gassho,
            Shujin
            Kyōdō Shujin 教道 守仁

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            • Myoku
              Member
              • Jul 2010
              • 1491

              #7
              Taigu,
              I know not much about "going beyond", really. But ...

              Originally posted by Taigu
              How do you enjoy being fooled again and again and loosing so much?
              Its a habit, and it feels like it felt yesterday and not too bad. Again and again the mind produces ideas which to follow seem to be "right", seem to be easy, seem to be freedom ... doing what you want ... great ... No ? No ! I'm so lazy. And only vaguely guess what I loose. So just another go, knowing I'm only on a merry-go-round, but hey, everybody else is too. But it not feels _really_ right, thats why I'm here.

              Your questions and the explanation of Shishin Wick are great, thank you
              Gassho
              Myoku

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              • Gen01
                Member
                • May 2012
                • 39

                #8
                Thank you Taigu.

                Apple eats the worm.

                Gassho. _/|\_

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                • Shugen
                  Treeleaf Unsui
                  • Nov 2007
                  • 4535

                  #9
                  How would you go beyond? How would you not dwell? How do you put up with this mad path that asks you to give up everything in exchange of a big heap of nothing you don't even look as being your own? How do you enjoy being fooled again and again and loosing so much?
                  You just do. Sometimes the losing brings tears, sometimes laughter - always it brings something.




                  Shugen
                  Meido Shugen
                  明道 修眼

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                  • andyZ
                    Member
                    • Aug 2011
                    • 303

                    #10
                    Originally posted by Taigu
                    How do you enjoy being fooled again and again and loosing so much?

                    gassho

                    Taigu
                    Thank you Taigu.

                    Painted rice cakes, as Dogen called them. Sometimes they satisfy hunger, sometimes they don't but knowing the limitations of the painted rice cakes always brings a huge relief and lets me just breathe with no agenda whatsoever.
                    Gassho,
                    Andy

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                    • Ed
                      Member
                      • Nov 2012
                      • 223

                      #11
                      "A true man of no rank." Eyes hear, fingers see.
                      In gassho,
                      Thanks.
                      Last edited by Ed; 02-27-2013, 02:37 PM.
                      "Know that the practice of zazen is the complete path of buddha-dharma and nothing can be compared to it....it is not the practice of one or two buddhas but all the buddha ancestors practice this way."
                      Dogen zenji in Bendowa





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                      • RichardH
                        Member
                        • Nov 2011
                        • 2800

                        #12
                        No point swinging my arms around looking for nothing to hold, or leaving them limp and stupid. I'll just put these hands where hands can hold ...where there are handles. The snow piled up overnight and I can't wait for spring for it to melt. Got to shovel to get the car out this morning. Fix the leaky roof. Wipe after going to the toilet.

                        Not a single thing is lost. not a single thing is given up. There is only ordinary gain and loss..and absolutely nothing else... ever

                        Just blabbing.. Gassho,Daizan

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                        • Taigu
                          Blue Mountain White Clouds Hermitage Priest
                          • Aug 2008
                          • 2710

                          #13
                          a kind of answer to you all and thank you so much for your patience and wisdom:



                          gassho


                          T.

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                          • Mp

                            #14
                            Originally posted by Taigu
                            a kind of answer to you all and thank you so much for your patience and wisdom:



                            gassho


                            T.
                            I am refresh ... thank you Taigu.

                            Gassho
                            Shingen

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                            • AlanLa
                              Member
                              • Mar 2008
                              • 1405

                              #15
                              The longer I am on this path the more I lose, the more I realize how I am being fooled, the less "self" I have to dwell in, and the closer I get to white on white, though I am still so very far, and all of that is ok. It's like peeling the onion. At first there may be tears, but it tastes so good once cooked and served with life.
                              AL (Jigen) in:
                              Faith/Trust
                              Courage/Love
                              Awareness/Action!

                              I sat today

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