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Practice is NOT the anticipation of the 5 day sesshin I'm about to leave for in 20 minutes. It will be an 8 hour drive to the Mountain Lamp retreat center which gives me plenty of time to get mentally discombobulated.
Practice is not about anything I can grasp or explain. I get to work with this at the sesshin - yahoo! See ya on the flip-side of the sesshin.
I am compelled to just say “Mu!” but that is overdone and to leave it at that would likely lead a lot of folks in the wrong direction.
And some would offer that “Mu!” is practice.
Will, your anticipation is your practice in action. Your "Will" to the truth. Eagerness to train.
“Not practice” is when your practice has matured to be like a hand reaching back to adjust a pillow in the middle of the night. Spontaneous!
Sorry if I sound like Yoda on this one, it seems to be a natural tendency of mine to say as much as possible with as few words as possible. I think this may be because a lot of commentaries I have read seem to use so many words to express a simple concept.
Blaa, I ramble!
Gassho,
Jordan
Yours in practice,
Jordan ("Fu Ken" translates to "Wind Sword", Dharma name givin to me by Jundo, I am so glad he did not name me Wind bag.)
Great stuff. My brothers like to tease me. Whenever there is any sort of conflict or issue they always ask me WWBD? or "what would buddha do", with shit eating grins on their faces!
Funny thing is as much as they are being jerks about it, throwing it in my face in a very mocking way, it happens to be a good reminder. . .so I cannot get to upset with them.
I like the idea of stating that, "I just sit quietly", I used that same line earlier today when somebody asked me about what Zazen was. As you say it is the truth after all.
I think this chapter, although short, is quite an important one. There are so many misconceptions out there about what Zen is and I think Joko does a great job here of refuting many of those misconceptions by stating concisely what it isn't.
-worrying if I'm breathing too loud for the person next to me to focus
-berating myself because I haven't made the time to sit for the last 4 days
-complaining that the statues labeled "Buddhas" at the mall are not actually depictions of Budda
-calling myself a Zen Buddhist on Facebook
-buying Buddhist books
-explanations of what practice is
Practice is practice.
But MOST crucially, I want to hear more about these "special powers" Joko has! Haha. Thanks to all for the insightful replies.
Is anyone else finding it difficult to restrain from reading ahead to What Practice Is?
A group of us went out for tea following my weekly group sit on Wednesday. One lady said that she'd been "practising for years, but had never had a successful meditation."
I said that I thought practising for years was a success in itself. She said that was a nice thing to say, but untrue.
I said I didn't think that one could really "fail meditation" - what does that mean? She said I didn't understand her.
Is anyone else finding it difficult to restrain from reading ahead to What Practice Is?
Yep, I couldn't resist. To be honest, I've read the whole book a while back, so strictly speaking it wasn't cheating. I even got my wife to read those two sections. Sometimes she tries to tease me, referring to my Zazen as 'hocus-pocus' or something similar. However, since she's read those sections she doesn't seem to do that anymore. :lol:
Whoops, this was me. I forgot to log in. . .again.
-Greg
Originally posted by Anonymous
Paige,
I don't think I understand her either. Unless, she is saying that her meditations don't feel successful because they are not leading her somewhere she wants to go. Hopefully, she is not looking at practice from such a materialistic viewpoint. Perhaps, she feels that she is never able to concentrate. . .that would be frustrating.
I'm trying to take the good with the bad, sometimes the mind cannot concentrate but that does not make it a bad Zazen, its just doing the hard work of letting yourself see all of those thoughts,fears,dreams,memories,fantasies ect. . .so we can let go of them.
I'm not sure if this is such a Zen perspective, but there is a certain truth about how by doing the meditation we see these things and learn a great deal about ourselves. I've found that when these things bubble up from my subconscious, that simply sitting with them until they peter out does a lot of good in helping me to let go. I suppose this is what Joko meant earlier in the book when she talked about letting the mind wear itself down.
Maybe I've really got the wrong idea here, but it does not seem wrong. Then again over intellectualizing any of this stuff is dicey territory. I'm coming to prefer just doing the practice. . .or should I say letting the practice do me. :idea:
I've had a "vision" or two during zazen. Most of what I've read has suggested that these visions/insights should be released like any other thought, if only because (whether these experiences are genuine or not) the danger exists that one will cling to such a dramatic (and suspicious) moment as somehow more significant than the rest of what we learn in our practice.
"Practice is not 'special visions,'" I suppose is what I mean to say. :wink:
My vision gets all blurry sometimes when i don't blink for a while - does that count? Maybe that's my "special power" :wink:
Paige, I found reading ahead quite useful. Like Kenneth, I read (almost) the whole book before we started, but that's mainly because I didn't realize we were going to have a schedule. I saw a note about starting the book discussion in two weeks, so i got the book and tried to finish it before those two weeks.
I found it quite useful as now when I reread sections I have a better understanding of Joko's voice, and it's easier to figure out what the heck she's talking about (or at least have a rough idea). I don't think it's cheating, but if you're concerned we could appeal to His Royal Enlightenedness who seems to be an Authority around here :wink:
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