- Why might the monks be so reluctant to submit a poem (something which many of you did here)? How do you feel about presenting your understand to a teacher? Is there a feeling of worrying about being ‘found out’ and do you relate to Shen-hsiu’s inner thoughts in part 6? I will note that after I started working with my koan teacher he said that it seemed I knew the answer to one koan but was fearful of presenting it and asked why. I said that I was afraid of him saying it was wrong and he replied that I would have to get used to that!
I feel a relief that I'm not alone with the feeling of not being good enough, it has different explanations, but at least I can see that as an opportunity to cultivate compassion and not be so hard on myself to ease that heavy burden. And it's specially difficult not to be hard on ourselves when dealing with physical illnesses.
- In Shen-hsiu’s poem and (as we shall see) Huineng’s, a mirror is used to symbolise our mind. Does that resonate with you? Does thinking of the mind as a mirror help resonate with what you experience in Zazen?

stlah, Kaitan
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