My Cancer Ango - 3 - Dukkha

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  • Jundo
    Treeleaf Founder and Priest
    • Apr 2006
    • 40289

    My Cancer Ango - 3 - Dukkha

    Hey Everyone,

    This cancer and my upcoming surgery puts me face to face with Dukkha, "Suffering" in its Buddhist sense.

    I usually define Dukkha this way, not as old age, sickness and death etc. themselves. Rather, Dukkha is ...

    ... sickness, but only when we refuse the condition …
    … old age, if we long for youth …
    … death, because we cling to life …
    … loss, when we cannot let go …

    Our “dissatisfaction,” “disappointment,”‘ “unease” and “frustration” — Dukkha — arises as a state of mind, as our demands and wishes for how things “should be” or “if only would be for life to be content” differ from”the way things are.” Your “self” wishes this world to be X, yet this world is not X. That wide gap of “self” and “not self” is the source of Dukkha. Even happiness can be a source of Dukkha if we cling to the happy state, demand that it stay, are attached to good news, material successes, pleasures and the like, refusing the way life may otherwise go.
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    Our Practice of Shikantaza closes the gap; not the least separation. Peace, Wholeness and Satisfaction result.

    In the little Talk that follows, I also quote Master Dogen's advice on this, from his Shobogenzo-Shoji (Life and Death). Basically, he advises us not to run from death, nor toward it, and to realize that life and death is Nirvana itself. That doesn't mean that one can't take one's surgery or chemo, for one can. However, neither run from nor toward those either. They too are nirvana.

    Gassho, Jundo
    SatTodayLAH

    ALL OF LIFE IS OUR TEMPLE
  • Seishin
    Member
    • Aug 2016
    • 1522

    #2
    Thanks you Jundo for sharing this. Thinking of you often and sending metta for all those suffering from ill health. Probably a bad mis-quote but didn't someone say "its not death I'm afraid of, its life!"

    STMIZ / la


    Seishin

    Sei - Meticulous
    Shin - Heart

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    • Eishuu

      #3
      Thank you Jundo. Deep bows and much metta.

      Gassho
      Lucy
      ST/LAH

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      • aprapti
        Member
        • Jun 2017
        • 889

        #4
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        coos

        std

        hobo kore dojo / 歩歩是道場 / step, step, there is my place of practice

        Aprāpti (अप्राप्ति) non-attainment

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        • Kyonin
          Treeleaf Priest / Engineer
          • Oct 2010
          • 6746

          #5
          Thank you Jundo.

          Standing all the way with you.

          Gassho,

          Kyonin
          Sat/LAH
          Hondō Kyōnin
          奔道 協忍

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          • Mp

            #6
            Thank you Jundo ... A lovely talk.

            Gassho
            Shingen

            Sat/LAH

            Sent from my LG-H812 using Tapatalk

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            • Kokuu
              Treeleaf Priest
              • Nov 2012
              • 6841

              #7


              Kokuu
              -sattoday/lah-

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              • Jakuden
                Member
                • Jun 2015
                • 6142

                #8
                [emoji120] Thank you Jundo. May we find peace, embracing all conditions of life.

                Gassho
                Jakuden
                SatToday/LAH


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                • Meishin
                  Member
                  • May 2014
                  • 815

                  #9
                  Thank you, Jundo.

                  Gassho
                  Meishin
                  sat today lah

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                  • Shokai
                    Treeleaf Priest
                    • Mar 2009
                    • 6393

                    #10
                    Thank you for your sharing Jundo, many deep bows and Metta for your courage on this journey. I had not heard you speak of your chances being down at 20% before but then, those are really just guesses and poor ones at that. The true stats are that you have a 50/50 chance!! You either stay or you go .

                    flowing along with you, gassho, Shokai


                    sat/LaH
                    合掌,生開
                    gassho, Shokai

                    仁道 生開 / Jindo Shokai

                    "Open to life in a benevolent way"

                    https://sarushinzendo.wordpress.com/

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                    • Washin
                      Treeleaf Unsui
                      • Dec 2014
                      • 3794

                      #11


                      Gassho,
                      Washin
                      sat
                      Kaidō (皆道) Every Way
                      Washin (和信) Harmony Trust
                      ----
                      I am a novice priest-in-training. Anything that I say must not be considered as teaching
                      and should be taken with a 'grain of salt'.

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                      • Hoseki
                        Member
                        • Jun 2015
                        • 675

                        #12
                        Hi Jundo. You're in my thoughts and metta practice. Take care!



                        Gassho
                        Hoseki
                        Sattoday

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                        • Sekishi
                          Treeleaf Priest
                          • Apr 2013
                          • 5671

                          #13
                          Much Metta Jundo. Thank you for continuing to teach and "live out loud" through this experience.

                          May you be at peace.

                          Gassho,
                          Sekishi
                          #sat #lah
                          Sekishi | 石志 | He/him | Better with a grain of salt, but best ignored entirely.

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                          • Tairin
                            Member
                            • Feb 2016
                            • 2818

                            #14
                            Jundo, your continued effort to bring us teachings is very appreciated especially considering the circumstances. Much metta to you, to your family, and all who are suffering.



                            Gassho
                            Warren
                            Sat today
                            泰林 - Tai Rin - Peaceful Woods

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                            • Ishin
                              Member
                              • Jul 2013
                              • 1359

                              #15
                              Thank you Jundo


                              Gassho Ishin
                              Sat Today Lah
                              Grateful for your practice

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