My Cancer Ango - 2 - In the Waiting Room, Shikantaza, Metta, Tonglen

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  • Jundo
    Treeleaf Founder and Priest
    • Apr 2006
    • 40979

    My Cancer Ango - 2 - In the Waiting Room, Shikantaza, Metta, Tonglen

    Hey Guys,

    A lot of waiting in waiting rooms this past month, waiting for the big pronouncements from the doctors. Three wondrous Practices have help me sit here ...

    ... Just Sitting Shikantaza, as What Is, in Peace, Wholeness, Equanimity, letting All Flow through and as one ... nothing more needed, nothing to "wait" for which is not already fully present ...

    ... Metta (Loving Kindness) for the other patients sitting here ... for all suffering Sentient Beings (you and me too) ...

    May they be free of suffering; may they feel safe and still.
    May they be free of enmity; may they be loving, grateful and kind.
    May they be healthy and at ease in all their ills.
    May they be at peace, embracing all conditions of life

    ... and Tonglen (Giving and Receiving), a Tibetan Practice that has become popular in many Zen Sangha in the West. The aim is to transform, through visualization, the human way we encounter difficulties into the way a symbolic Bodhisattva would approach them with openness, forgiveness and compassion. The basic instruction is simply to breathe in the suffering of others and breathe out love and joy. As my friend Kokuu says, "Giving and Receiving is not a magical or mystical practice and we are not actually breathing in the suffering of others (although if you could, would you hesitate?) but transforming our own mind and heart. We find that we have boundless capacity to take in the poisons of the world, and boundless capacity to send forth goodness. The more negativity that can be taken in, the more peace and goodness there is to breathe out into the world."

    Sitting in this waiting room today with about 50 other cancer patients, many much worse off than I am right now, it eases the heart in shared condition, Compassion and even Joy hoped for all of us.

    Here is a little talk on this ...


    Gassho, J SatTodayLAH
    Last edited by Jundo; 12-04-2017, 03:19 AM.
    ALL OF LIFE IS OUR TEMPLE
  • Troy
    Member
    • Sep 2013
    • 1318

    #2
    Gassho [emoji1374]


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    • Mp

      #3
      Thank you again my dear teacher for this wonderful teaching ... with you all the way during your appointment. And thank you to Kokuu for sharing the practice of Tonglen and helping everyone, including our Jundo is this time of uncertainty. Much love and metta.

      Deep bows
      Shingen

      Sat/LAH

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      • Meitou
        Member
        • Feb 2017
        • 1656

        #4
        Sat with you today
        Deepest of bows
        Frankie
        命 Mei - life
        島 Tou - island

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        • Seishin
          Member
          • Aug 2016
          • 1522

          #5


          stmiz


          Seishin

          Sei - Meticulous
          Shin - Heart

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          • Eishuu

            #6
            Thank you Jundo. Sitting with you.

            Gassho
            Lucy
            ST/LAH

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            • aprapti
              Member
              • Jun 2017
              • 889

              #7
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              Coos

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              hobo kore dojo / 歩歩是道場 / step, step, there is my place of practice

              Aprāpti (अप्राप्ति) non-attainment

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              • Kokuu
                Dharma Transmitted Priest
                • Nov 2012
                • 6926

                #8
                So glad to hear that tonglen is helping you, Jundo! This is exactly the kind of place it comes into its own.

                I hope that the docs had good news and a fine plan.

                Gassho
                Kokuu
                -satttoday/lah-

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                • Jundo
                  Treeleaf Founder and Priest
                  • Apr 2006
                  • 40979

                  #9
                  Some folks wrote to ask what the doctor finally recommended. Thank you.

                  I will talk about it more soon, but it comes down to removing a good part of the esophagus and 1/3 of the stomach, and stitching things back together. They may add a few lymph nodes, and a touch of chemotherapy for desert, depending on what they find when they go in.

                  I understand that this is a pretty standard recommendation for what I have.

                  I am still good with it.

                  Heading to bed now, more soon. Thank you all for the good words and feelings.

                  Gassho, J

                  SatTodayLAH
                  ALL OF LIFE IS OUR TEMPLE

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                  • misa.myro
                    Member
                    • Aug 2017
                    • 11

                    #10
                    Thank you. I hope you recover soon.



                    Gassho
                    Michaela
                    sat today, lah
                    Last edited by misa.myro; 12-04-2017, 03:55 PM.

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                    • Hoko
                      Member
                      • Aug 2009
                      • 458

                      #11
                      Thank you for the teachings.
                      May you continue to be at peace throughout this process and may you recover fully.

                      Gassho,
                      Hōkō
                      #SatToday
                      LAH

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                      • Mp

                        #12
                        Thank you for the update Jundo ... glad to hear things are still on a positive track. =)

                        Gassho
                        Shingen

                        Sat/LAH

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                        • Kokuu
                          Dharma Transmitted Priest
                          • Nov 2012
                          • 6926

                          #13
                          That all sounds pretty standard, Jundo, although that is not to say it won't be painful!

                          Good to hear that have it all under control.

                          Gassho
                          Kokuu
                          -sattoday/lah-

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                          • Eishuu

                            #14
                            Thanks for the update. Glad there's a good plan in place. Much metta.

                            Gassho
                            Lucy
                            ST/LAH

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                            • Washin
                              Senior Priest-in-Training
                              • Dec 2014
                              • 3827

                              #15


                              Gassho,
                              Washin
                              sat and lah
                              Kaidō (皆道) Every Way
                              Washin (和信) Harmony Trust
                              ----
                              I am a novice priest-in-training. Anything that I say must not be considered as teaching
                              and should be taken with a 'grain of salt'.

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