Hi all!
It's been a while, I know. I have my reasons and some excuses.
I have missed you guys that's for sure.
Last time I'd hang around here my second kid had just arrived. After that, plenty amounts of water has flooded under the bridges. Days are being nights and all dinners are one. One breakfast are thousands and no pamper are like no other. Work has been the same as always but with a lot of new thoughts.
I'm working as a painter, a lot of thinner, voc and quite much physical work included.
I have tried to think on my work with a Buddhist mind. "It's a good job. It pays the bill. I'm glad to work with all good kamrades". But in the end of the day it been hard to accept the fact that. It's not good to inhale the bad air. Even thou I have fresh air in my mask. I'm not getting any younger and my back, shoulders and hands are being quite hard tested. It's simple not the job to do to the end of my career. I want to be as long as I can with my kids. So I have decided to make a change in my/our life. I'm going to study. As a 35years old/young dad I'm taking the step to the schoolbench again. It's a 2 years long course in furniture engineering. It's going to be great.
And the zazen part is going to be big part of my life again. I have missed it a lot.
And im sorry for not being a part of this Sanga for a while but I will do my best to contribute to threeleaf.
Thank you!
Gassho
Genki
Sattoday
It's been a while, I know. I have my reasons and some excuses.
I have missed you guys that's for sure.
Last time I'd hang around here my second kid had just arrived. After that, plenty amounts of water has flooded under the bridges. Days are being nights and all dinners are one. One breakfast are thousands and no pamper are like no other. Work has been the same as always but with a lot of new thoughts.
I'm working as a painter, a lot of thinner, voc and quite much physical work included.
I have tried to think on my work with a Buddhist mind. "It's a good job. It pays the bill. I'm glad to work with all good kamrades". But in the end of the day it been hard to accept the fact that. It's not good to inhale the bad air. Even thou I have fresh air in my mask. I'm not getting any younger and my back, shoulders and hands are being quite hard tested. It's simple not the job to do to the end of my career. I want to be as long as I can with my kids. So I have decided to make a change in my/our life. I'm going to study. As a 35years old/young dad I'm taking the step to the schoolbench again. It's a 2 years long course in furniture engineering. It's going to be great.
And the zazen part is going to be big part of my life again. I have missed it a lot.
And im sorry for not being a part of this Sanga for a while but I will do my best to contribute to threeleaf.
Thank you!
Gassho
Genki
Sattoday
Happy to practice with you!
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