I just finished reading Steve Hagen's book, Buddhism Plain and Simple.
To quote the rock band Van Halen, "I found the simple life ain't so simple when I head out on that road."
Hagen talks extensively about seeing correctly in his book. What "I" ( an ironic start) find myself struggling with is this whole business about self and non-self. I can see correctly, I believe, that this self that we call the self is an illusion/delusion of sorts. Yes the I who writes this now will not be the I that reads the responses. All the things that go into what I perceive to be "me" and everything else out there not separate actually seems fairly simple to fathom. I get all this and that whatever we try to pin down as this or that, me or you, is in fact not reality.
My confusion and flummoxed state about all this is how does this help?! Hagen seems to go quite extensively into clearly demonstrating the illusion of self and even from a rational perspective that makes sense. I feel no special state of being is required to get that. But to me, reading this book and thinking about the place this awareness is supposed to bring us is FAR from clear.
This me/ non-me still gets hungry, it still needs to drink water, it still needs to sleep,it still backs away from danger. I don't see how the non self state of awareness eradicates that, or somehow eradicates death as the heart sutra also echoes. I can see how this brings us to a better state of compassion, to a feeling of connectedness to all that is. I do NOT see how this eradicates fear. I do not fear death, per-se or loss of "my" life. But I sure fear the path of getting there. One could even argue that for life to exist at all this fear of death and drive to live is necessary.
Hagen writes if we could only see correctly then we would not experience fear. I am not sure how that is supposed to be. I am not sure how this is supposed to eradicate death etc. I also fear I am at a loss of words of how to explain this properly, but let's suffice it to say that this is one aspect of buddhism that NO I do not see.
I'd appreciate any thoughts on this. Even though all your thoughts are my thoughts- apparently

Gassho
Ishin
Sat today/ lah
To quote the rock band Van Halen, "I found the simple life ain't so simple when I head out on that road."
Hagen talks extensively about seeing correctly in his book. What "I" ( an ironic start) find myself struggling with is this whole business about self and non-self. I can see correctly, I believe, that this self that we call the self is an illusion/delusion of sorts. Yes the I who writes this now will not be the I that reads the responses. All the things that go into what I perceive to be "me" and everything else out there not separate actually seems fairly simple to fathom. I get all this and that whatever we try to pin down as this or that, me or you, is in fact not reality.
My confusion and flummoxed state about all this is how does this help?! Hagen seems to go quite extensively into clearly demonstrating the illusion of self and even from a rational perspective that makes sense. I feel no special state of being is required to get that. But to me, reading this book and thinking about the place this awareness is supposed to bring us is FAR from clear.
This me/ non-me still gets hungry, it still needs to drink water, it still needs to sleep,it still backs away from danger. I don't see how the non self state of awareness eradicates that, or somehow eradicates death as the heart sutra also echoes. I can see how this brings us to a better state of compassion, to a feeling of connectedness to all that is. I do NOT see how this eradicates fear. I do not fear death, per-se or loss of "my" life. But I sure fear the path of getting there. One could even argue that for life to exist at all this fear of death and drive to live is necessary.
Hagen writes if we could only see correctly then we would not experience fear. I am not sure how that is supposed to be. I am not sure how this is supposed to eradicate death etc. I also fear I am at a loss of words of how to explain this properly, but let's suffice it to say that this is one aspect of buddhism that NO I do not see.
I'd appreciate any thoughts on this. Even though all your thoughts are my thoughts- apparently


Gassho
Ishin
Sat today/ lah
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