All spiritual paths I’ve come across seem to aim for a goal. All chan and zen paths as well. Except one: the one we are practicing (this is not to say that there is no wisdom in the rest!). There is something so fundamentally different to our practice, it seems to me, compared to all the other numberless buddhist and non-buddhist practices: we have absolutely nothing to grab onto. No goal. We are thrown right into the deep part of the pool. Sawaki said: “zazen is good for nothing”. Our practice is good for nothing. And therefore, quoting Nishijima, “zazen is good for everything”. Our practice is good for everything.
And yet, we very determinately return to practice over and over again, with the goal of continuing to practice, whether it's in zazen, in kinhin, in chanting, in cooking, in being ill, in running to the store etc It takes profound conviction, strong motivation and determination to never deviate, as master Dogen says, from practice-enlightenment. 
I guess I am trying to say, we absolutely are not aimlessly practicing, although we drop the goals when we plop ourselves on the cushion.

I guess I am trying to say, we absolutely are not aimlessly practicing, although we drop the goals when we plop ourselves on the cushion.
On the cushion, there is absolutely nothing lacking. Nothing more to do, no place to go, nothing to fix.
Off the cushion, out in the world, there is absolutely nothing lacking, and yet we should live gently, sincerely, as free as we can from the poisons (greed, anger, jealousy and other divided thinking), doing the work that needs doing, making the meals that need making, taking care of the problems that need caring, filling the holes that are lacking. No deviation is possible, yet we try to keep the boat pointed straight.
And yet, and yet ... there is absolutely nothing lacking, never was, never will be.
Gassho, J
stlah
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